Glenn

Because it had a cool look to it

2007-04-27T04:17:51Z

Hey Siri

Mine at least started out as a Bunny..
Isn't it a cute bunny?

Watch it bounce around

A night

2006-11-17T03:21:07Z

So i went to the funeral service tonight. It was well done, though i just coudln't take listening to Pastor Mau, his Sermon just seemed to drone on. Though, at one point, he was talking about John, and how he always rooted for the mets... and said he had the Angels to root for now... and at that point the lights went out... then came back on. Like it was a sign... don't you dare suggest i won't root for the mets up ehre type of thing. It was kind of creepy, but good at the same time. I saw a bunch of people whom i only see at funerals and Weddings.. got an email address or two, but probably nothing will come of it.. they are friendships pasted. There are friendships i have now that are moving in the same way... though at different times, i know that if i see them, the "friendship" will be there. Though at the same point there are a few that i won't let go that way. I won't allow distance or time allow what time does to such things. *sigh*
definately an axious night

~Glenn

Conflicted

2006-11-16T02:51:10Z

tonight i have conflict in my heart, and in my soul. I am not sure how to put it though... perhaps it is what has happened to me in my past. For right now, i know that i am sad inside... I have come to accept loss, a lot better then i have in the past... it only took near 6 years or so... But while i am sad, I have met someone who makes me smile a lot already. I had a wonderful conversation tonight.. which made me happy. But as i feel that and begin to think more and more, that while i am allowing some happiness, i know people who are feeling quite a bit of pain right now. So should i allow myself some happiness?... I have a funeral to go to tomorrow, but i am thinking about friday more then tomorrow.... This is perhaps my mind losing out... or my heart beating on me... Knowing and understanding pain... I guess it is a little bit of guilt... i am not sure why... for being ok while i know at least someone i care about is in pain...

So yeah, conflicted....

I find myself needing to accept the good fortune...
*sigh*

~Glenn

Why?

2006-11-15T04:19:17Z

I think there are times when people deserve a break. Last night one of my oldest friends father passed away. This was a friend who just lost his twin brother in December to a car accident. Also the man who called me the 4th son they didn't want at one point... basically family. While i know it had been a while for the most part, and really being one of the "family" to them. Anyway... so i found out he was in the hospital, and my dad said he wasn't doing well when he went to see him. So i wanted to go by to sit w/ my friend for a while.. since he was going to be there all night. Well, i show up to find out he had passed away. It was a nurse who told me, b/c no family was there. So i went to the house. I checked in on Mrs. Hooper, and saw Dan, he was back from college, and i missed my friend and his wife by about 10 min. It was a night of just misses i guess. Though for some reason, even if i feel bad saying it, i think it was good for me to just miss. I shall remember him how last i saw him. Which is a good thing. Plus it saved a little bit of my emotion... and didn't drain me like i thought it would.
So the service is going to be this thursday, 4pm, i am going to leave work early, i guess i am glad i can use my sick time, even for stuff i wasn't supposed too... and while my boss is a crazy bitch sometimes, who really just backtalks and i don't think she will back me up... this is one area where she is pretty decent. Work wasn't the easiest... my mind wasn't there. Though i did talk to Kerry, haven't talked to her since i went up to albany to help w/ her ticket... well just get her to the court house, but it was dismissed and went well. She lives next door to the hoopers, i called her to let her know... We shoudl really hang out... so calls like this just don't happen...

A question

2006-11-13T03:07:25Z

I saw Stranger then Fiction on saturday night. I wasn't expecting much going in, but it turned itself into quite a good movie, that really made you think. While this question might kind of put a little kink into you seeing the movie... it isn't exactly a spoiler... but it kind of is... but i will accept responses and answers. I know mine, or at least i think i know mine.

My question for people...
If you knew you were going to die, but in your death you would do something great or save someones life or you could choose not to die... it was your option, what woudl you do...

I would post the quote made near the end of the movie, but that would spoil things for sure... but it is truely a wonderful quote.

Still Static, add Jittery

2006-11-10T03:37:14Z

So, i am still going all static at work... i touch door knobs and get the little spark, i am just waiting to have a door opened for me and to touch a computer.. at which time i fry something, or half a motherboard... Who nkows...

So i have al this build up... so i am jittery... it might all be emotion, but i am not sure all of it is. I was hoping to accomplish a little bit of setting up a date on friday, before hartford, since i was going that way either way... well that is a lie, last weekend i didn't plan to go that way at all, i planned to go to the city, but that changed a little bit. Anyway... there has been no chance of the setting up of said date... which is kind of disappointing, but i shall be off to game. Though, saturday might turn into an interesting day... that will be filled in later though...

I tried running... sometimes that would work to get rid of some of the energy... but not tonight... perhaps a shower... calm me down... and some west wing... i don't know.. maybe i can find a few of my favorite episodes

~Glenn

everpresent @ 2006-11-07T21:39:00

2006-11-08T02:37:40Z

Feeling a bit under the weather. a little fever and a bit achy... I refuse to really be sick though, so i took 3 asprin, and i will bundle up. I will be all better tomorrow... it is how it works...

If not, i shall go to work anyway...

Static Electricty

2006-11-07T03:04:13Z

So i have kind of decided to post a bit more... get things out and down and such... nto sure why... but figure it is a good thing

So work today wasn't too bad at all.. but it was funny, i am not sure if it was the new floor, or perhaps just me, some days i seem to be full of static electricty. This woudlnt' be worth mentioning, except it was extremely crazy today. I some how built up enough charge, to pass it through the metal handle of the flat bed, to the base when i attached it again... thus producing a spark... this was a little crazy in my mind... anyway, it made my LJ in an attempt to change things a little and write more often.

So yeah, talked to siri... Probably Hartford on friday this week... though i might go down to the city on saturday to see my uncle... i am not sure.. I kind of wish things would just work out and tell me what to do... eh... who knows...

Weekend and other things

2006-11-06T04:03:12Z

So this weekend was spent in CT. I wasn't quite sure how it was going to go, as i was annoyed at a few things and waited till the last min to pack and such. Got a kind of late start, but that didn't matter in the least and i was glad for the company. I would miss my travel partner for Larps if she wasn't around... even if we dont' always agree on things it makes traveling a lot better, plus who wouldn't want to bring a Tremere to all games w/ ya.
So, it was funny, i was about to check who i have on my list and might read this, but that i don't lock it b/c there were people once who checked it and didn't have their own LJ or didn't want to log into their LJ. That and i don't write much, so who knows if it is really checked..

Anyway so i pretty much spent the weekend in CT... left friday, and got back on sunday, about the time i had thought. Robs couch was definately pretty comfortable so was glad to stay there. A little less sleep then planned on satruday night, since i think i slept 7am - 11 am... but it was a pretty decent night...

Well game was pretty good, though most of the highlight of my weekend was the company i was keeping. I am not quite sure what ot say about the company i kept. I think it is going to be a lets see type of thing. But it led to quite a bit of flirting, and i did enjoy it. I figure i will have to see if this will go anywhere as i find her quite interesting. Yeah i know i am probably just babbling at this point. But i found Amber to be really interesting, but i am not sure where to go from there. I guess i shall just try to talk to her and find out if we really do have as much as in common, and seem to work like it appeared to me

Plus tonight i had a conversation where one of the nicest things were ever said to me... "glenn, i want you to know that I now compare my male friends to you and most of them just don't measure up"... wow talk about cheering me up and making me feel good... thanks

~Glenn

B/c i don't post anymore

2006-10-11T23:43:07Z

And, here, have a fun, interactive thingy:
Comment with your username and I'll give you an honest compliment. Then post this in your journal, if you want to, and spread the love.

Being a Sheep

2006-07-19T22:15:37Z

Word Meme

They say that brevity is the soul of wit. Time to test that.

Respond to this post and I will give you the three words that I think MOST accurately describe you.

The cost? You have to return the favor by posting this in your own journal.

On the other side of things... my office was finally cleaned out of all the Gilman stuff that was there that the college left over. It is all gone... and my office is all clean... though i am putting a file cabinet and another cabinet in it soon. But until then...

My OFFICE HAS AN ECHO...

LOL

it is awsome

~Glenn

b/c i was bored

2006-07-03T00:25:36Z

Took the quiz b/c i didn't figure too much too it... but i found the first parts pretty accurate... but as you read the last 2 or 3, didn't really fit... but a quiz of choosing colors can't get everything

everpresent @ 2006-07-01T16:16:00

2006-07-01T20:14:28Z

Today is better... as i sat watching the west wing... i really like that show... it showed me a few things that i needed to see / hear...

but things are going better in my head... as doe a good $180 day for the moving guy.... like 9 hours, and a 40 tip from the guy... that isn't bad... all cash is good for me today

everpresent @ 2006-06-30T21:49:00

2006-07-01T01:47:06Z

... there are things on my mind... most of which has to do w/ the fact that i am stuck in my house w/o a car... i really miss my car... it should be getting better though... and i don't have the words to put my thoughts down on the this medium... you need to see me for me to be able to speak them... which won't really happen b/c of the afformentioned car issue... I am bothered, on some level... and i hurt, but i am not sure why or for what real reason... I doubt most of the things that go on around me, including but not limited to the relationship i am in... but i don't know why i doubt it... is it just b/c things are different then how i know them... each person is different... but i still worry... is it b/c i am beginning to really feel something... i am not sure... but i don't know if i can let myself really, for all that leads to is pain... where i don't want to go into that type of pain again... even if this could be different, can i let it be different?... or is what has happened to me... how i have let others affect me, become the issue here?... There are so many things running around in my brain...
but instead, i am up at 6:30 tomorrow morning in order to work for a moving company b/c i need more cash for the car, which has led to me not being able to go out and see people, and instead stuck home...

so yeah... thoughts running through my brain... none of which really worked themselves out w/ this..

NIN TICKETS

2006-06-15T20:14:17Z

So I listen to a local radio station, WRRV, some of you may know ofit. Well they do a listener of the morning contest M-F, and today was the question, what is the name of my crazy Aunts Cat's name. Well the answer was Freckles. I knew this b/c why wouldn't i be listening to the radio all morning at work. SO

That knowledge got me 2 NIN tickets at SPAC this coming Sunday. I am not sure if i am going to be able to make the show... but if i can... anyone interested in taking a trip for a free show?

Free is always good

Ren Faire

2006-05-21T23:56:55Z

I know you might think that it is a little early to be talking about this... and you might be right... BUT I came across 6 FREE tickets for August already... yes the free ticket fun has begun. So i am taking an early count on those that might be interested in going. I might be getting a Queens pass for this summer... ( a pass to go all summer long w/ one fee) which comes w/ 4 more tickets... SO ... not sure how many still read this... but getting in touch w/ me to see about a good date, or meeting up or such...

YEah as to why i might be paying for the faire... well i got a new job... in which it has weekends off and such... i am happya bout said new job... really happy... and the weekends off is a huge bonus so yeah... probably going to go crazy w/ faire this summer... but i want company...

Let me know

everpresent @ 2006-04-27T17:30:00

2006-04-27T21:30:25Z

As some of you may or may not know... i will be away for this upcoming week, i will return to the area friday some time, probalby in the afternoon ish as my flight back is at 8am. If you need me, call my cell. No other way to reach me for the week.

Enjoying fun in the sun,
~Glenn

PS. If something important goes on, please let me know, as i will probably not be able to catch up on all LJ's and other info

See Said Movie

2006-03-29T02:59:36Z

So i went up to kingston area yesterday.

Saw V for Vendetta...
This is the awsome. Everyone and anyone would see this movie. or twice or something. It has to be my must see of the year, and i will buy it.

Also went to the Double O?... i think was the name... resturant right near Verna house, b/c the BBQ place was closed. It was really tasty. even if i did have like 6 different flavors on my plate. Plus really good cookies afterward. baked for us. Nice looking Waitress as well.. though couldn't get jared to hit on her hehe.

Well yeah,

later

everpresent @ 2006-02-27T16:20:00

2006-02-27T21:20:45Z

Sometimes when you have that feeling that things are oging to go very wrong very quickly, it's just that music that can help you...

everpresent @ 2006-02-24T12:02:00

2006-02-24T17:02:15Z

I have the feeling going on... that feeling that something is wrong somewhere...
it is that pain in the pit of my stomach. I am not sure what it is...
It may be this past week, which makes me think it has directly to do w/ me...
but i have my doubts on that...
I just have the feeling...
and it isn't a good one...

I wish i had some real time to myself to think about this...
but i don't...

I need to be able to spend some time w/ people..

which i don't see happening till sunday / monday at best..

Work is pissing me off a little bit... schedule wise..

~Glenn

Randomness

2006-02-24T07:32:53Z

Like the randomness of an old friend by chance being down by where i live instead of at albany. Glad you gave me a call debbie... though i wish we could have talked and caught up more i think... even if i did pull you away from your friend. Thank Jenny for me again for being so cool and letting us just talk and talk. Though i shall worry... but know that i am here if you need it....

So glad i have a cell phone hehe

not so great day turned out really well

~GLenn

everpresent @ 2006-02-23T10:54:00

2006-02-23T15:54:16Z

Yesterday a bad start to a conversation, i think turned into a really good end. I am not sure how to thank people for friendship sometimes, but i those who i consider my friends know that i do so...

as well it isn't lightly that i take to heart actions of friends that make me wonder...

I am not sure what i am really writting...

I know that things have been better
and i don't feelt he need to type about the good things yet...

Today

2006-02-22T07:52:32Z

So i woke up at like 6:30 am... not on purpose mind you, for i had the day off... but b/c of a cramp in my left leg.... omg it really hurt. like to the point i would ahve rather had no leg what so ever. Anyway... so that was no good, and it actually hurt all day, instead of just going away like usual.

So i figured later on that i should go get a hair cut. This is usually a good idea when i am not feeling good about something inside. For it can really cure a lot and make me feel better. Though "what the fuck" even my barber asked me what was wrong today. That kind of pissed me off, that i can't even hide it from people who don't really know me these days. But i did feel better after my hair cut. The smells and just feeling all hair cut was good.

So then i went to meet my friend Trish at Panera up in middletown. I know panera, i always eat there, but we didn't want a resturant, and i wanted better then food court / fast food. Plus it is one of the few places that didn't mind and was quiet enough for us to sit and chat. Met up w/ her at 3:30.... yeah, so FOUR hours later when we decided we should be going, we left. It has been a while where that has happened to me where i wasn't quite expecting it. I can't even say for sure what we talked about... but i think we got everything over the last month for both of us. She gave me some advice, i get her some advice. We talked about getting married again, when she turns 30 and isn't married yet... always funny... I think i will put that ? where she told me to for now though... but yeah, always the love of conversations like that...

little else more to say, as things haven't changed on a certain front...

~Glenn

everpresent @ 2006-02-21T13:13:00

2006-02-21T18:13:39Z

The more i talk about things, the less anything seems to make sense.

I hoped that i could just not think about anything and just go w/ what the world brings me. but we should know that isn't my way by now.

So i shall be around... and just...

wonder...

~Glenn

Sunday

2006-02-20T07:09:18Z

So today started off not too bad... i got a good sleep. which is a rarity. so sleep was my friend... then, well it kind of went down hill a bit.

Up sides..
Serenity game
Talk w/ Jared late at night... that helped put things in order a little bit

other sides

Feeling like i got punched in the gut as hard as you could, and probably being lied to.

Making a rash decision from being kind of hurt, that can affect / effect a lot more then i realize.

pretty fucked up day...
So maybe i can sleep...

I have decided that in the future i really need to just disappear during the month of february, this is what i told Kat while chatting w/ her and i think it is right. I am not sure if i hurt more b/c of this month's crap, or b/c i should be as much. But yeah... i really need to just disappear during it... though there are less then 10 days left in it.
Lets see what else we can add onto this month.

~Glenn